With you

With you

Those dreams which lit the nights

Realised its vision even in the daylight.

The love which looked good in books

 Appeared like it never had any goofs.

With you

That insane school boy’s love found its passion.

Teaching me a thing or two about fashion.

The admired red rose finally found its meaning,

Words somehow faltered to explain that feeling.

With you

That roadside tea tasted the best.

In rain,while we ran faster than the rest.

The confident soul in me learnt to stammer.

Never thought it could betray me in this manner.

With you

The air around had a fragrance.

Which took care of me, even in your absence.

Smile and tears which belonged to different family

Often Show up together,happily and in harmony.

With you

Hope these lines are rewarded,when they are read.

As I hold in hand this piece of lead.

the whole shit day i kept thinkingn about you......smile.....:)

@atulpurohit

I hate you being so perfect...

How can you be so confident?

The fact I have never seen you crumble amazes me.

How can you carry anything off as if it was specially designed for you?

That honest expression makes me ponder to the extent I give up.

How can you walk past me without caring a look?

Your attitude has become my subject of worry.

How can you appear so simple?

It makes me appreciate how different you are.

How can you be so humble?

It supports the idea of you being from some strange planet.

How can you be so ignorant?

I envy the fact how that cute face has become the dream of many.

Why do I always fail getting you out of my mind?

Just when I think I’m over you, you are back smiling in my thoughts.

Leave me,                                           

The fact that you are so good kills me.

Spare me,

I love you to the extent that I hate you being so perfect.

@atulpurohit

I'm strong now- 'A letter never posted'

                   

I’m strong now. I’ve learnt to live alone. Though they haunt me at times, I’ve learnt to ignore them. The memories! Or rather I have learnt to live with them. They aren’t entirely bad. They make me happy. They take me to an entirely different world. But the happiness is short lived. I don’t know why it always has a bitter end. Few days back, I found myself walking on the circular porch of the mall. The same one! The one we once, walked with ice-cream cones in our hand. We were just friends in those days. I remember, we had agreed to walk the porch pretending to be soul-mates. We later laughed about it.  A petty childish thing it was at that moment. Few days back I stood at the same ice-cream stall smiling as I thought about it. Suddenly things started to look ugly. There was another couple standing and planning on which flavour to pick. They seemed to be smiling at almost everything. But unlike me, their smile didn’t look to have an end.  I envied them for no reason. I left the place. Engaged myself in other works and decided not to visit the place again.

                                     

Trust me, I’m strong now but the world seems to have become cruel. So is the owner of that soft-toy shop. They have showcased bigger and better teddy bears. Bigger than the ones we saw. The ones you always insisted on. My feet are dragged towards them and just when I’m about to pick them. They abruptly stop. I’m forced to believe that they are worthless now. I turn back and walk away, wishing teddy bears never existed. Their sole motto is to look cute and kill me.   

There are things you will be glad about. I sleep on time as there isn’t anyone to talk to whole night.  They keys of my cell-phone give me the impression that they are rejoicing. They are fresh and unused. No lengthy, frequent messages to anyone. Although there is no one to ask me to eat, I take most of my meals on time. I do all my important works better now. I told you, I’m strong now.

 Just wish I was half as strong with you. Wish I could have told you the serials we talked about aren’t going to end with us. They are to become more interesting when we wouldn’t have anyone to talk to. Wish I could have told you that at the end of our walk that I never wanted it to end at all. Wish the porch wasn’t circular. Wish it was straight and endless. Wish the soul-mate thing wasn’t just a game. World again seems to have become cruel and so are the emotions within me. They tempt me to write and they leave me with tears all the time. This time I can wipe them without much effort.I told you,I’m strong now.....